Me.

This is blog is about me, yes I'm going to be selfish and blog about myself. My name is Emily Mills and i am almost 19 years old. I have great friends. I love Jesus but my number one guilty pleasure is Usher! My friends will all tell you that I have a serious problem with being obsessed with him. I really do have a problem! I really like grilled cheeses and I love coffee! I am that girl at Starbucks that takes twenty minutes to order her coffee. I love Starbucks!! You should be my friend, cause I am pretty cool. I can tell you all you want to know about Usher and I can teach you how to Swing Dance. My number one regret is life is quitting the piano. I am obsessed with food. I have the appetite of a 7 year old, it is NEVER ending! I can always eat! My mother is my hero and My niece is the CUTEST kid ever! The Family Stone is my favorite movie because I am in LOVE with how it ends! I really want all my children to play Basketball and it is my favorite sport to watch, even though I was never any good. I tend to be a Heart breaker because I can't make  up my mind to save my life. My mother tells me that I have the best taste in friends but the worst taste in relationships ever...She has chosen a few of friends that she would like me to marry and she just makes me laugh. I love the world and people :)

Fairytales

Do you want your life to be a fairytale? I have wanted my life to be a fairytale since the moment I read Snow White for the first time. I want to meet the boy once and know instantly he is the "one". In my life I have had more and more options for my life to be fairytale but I chosen to not let it happen because I was second guessing everything. I have had some Prince Charmings come along in life but always I find some excuse to why they aren't prince charming...the reason is because I believe that God has prepared a perfect Prince for me and I have this idea of how I am suppose to feel about him and he has just not come along yet. My Prince is out there i know it it is just being Patient with God and knowing that he is out there and I want him to find me in the Lord. That Cliche saying that a girl's heart should be so lost in God that he has to seek Him to find it but it is so very true. I do not want to justify myself by having someone else in my life. I want to be lost in God, which I am getting there, slowly but surely. The Lord has been revealing to me that He is enough for me and when He is ready to send Prince Charming to me, the prince will find me when he finds the Lord. This past weekend I listen to a seminar on Justifying yourself. He said most of us live by the saying I'm a good person because                          or I'm and justified because                       . Fill in the Blank....What justifies you? I do not want to Justify myself by anything. I want to be Lost in the Lord with everything in my life. Get lost with Me.

Valentine's Day.

People laugh at me because I have a hatred towards Valentine's day...I real Hate towards it. It is not because I am single at the moment but it is because I just don't like it for people to tell me I need to be in Love on this day. I am a loving person I love 365 days a year, maybe not the same person but I do love 365 days a year. The one person I will always love is my Dad. He is the best Valentine a girl could have, he always tells me I'm his valentine and he would always get me a really funny card and take me out to dinner. This year I do not get to see my Dad on Valentine's day but I sent him a card and my love. Like i said earlier I hate valentine's day, one year in High school I had a valentine and He actually got me to go out on valentine's day and i wanted to make something crafty...so i made wrapping paper out of pictures of Him and I. I was so proud of the wrapping paper I went out on Valentine's just to show it off... but the next year it was back to dinner with Dad and that is just the way i like it. I guess when I meet my husband I will always have to come up with something very crafty just so I will go out on Valentine's day. So if my Husband is reading this one day....Good Luck on getting me out on valentine's day..but i do love a nice Bouquet of Lillies and chocolates..just do not make me go out! lol 

Prayer.

Today I was  told that my good friend of about four years was asking about another one of my other friend's walk with Christ. This friend of mine who was asking about Christ means the world to me but i have always been a bit hesitant in asking him about his walk with Christ. Why are we afraid to ask about people about their walk with Christ? At least i know that i am hesitant. Matthew 28:19 says "Therefore go and make disciples of all nations, baptizing them in the name of the Father and of the Son and of the Holy Spirit". Go and make DISCIPLES of ALL nations..That means that every person that you come in contact with, you should be spreading the Gospel. The Lord has called us to be Disciples in every aspect of the world. Weather we are Vets, Engineers, Preachers, or Speech Pathologist (aka me) we should spread the Love of Christ just by living life, but when giving the opportunity to spread the Gospel, are we going to take it? At Passion 2011 Francis Chan talked about missing your chance to spread the Word. He talk about God giving you a proposition and you missing it. I do not want to miss my chance, i do not want to miss my calling. I want to make a Disciple out of someone before I go and meet my Creator, hopefully the life of a young child so that i he or she can have the life filled with loving Christ as I have had. So take the Challenge of going and making Disciples of ALL the nations and do so so you don't miss you chance to change the life of a person. Don't Miss your Chance to Spread the Love of our Gracious KING!

Paw Paw.

This past weekend a group of friends and I went on a road trip to the middle of no where. I am from a big city but i have a southern girls heart because of the fact that most of my childhood was spent on my grandparents farm. I have cowboy boots and an accent and i am very proud of where my family comes from. My mother was born and raised in Mississippi and my dad is from Dauphin Island. My parents are very much southerns and so this is where my southern belle lifestyle comes from. My grandfather recently passed away and it was a very hard time for my family seeing that i grew up in the fields of his farm.He use to take us and teach us how to dig up potatoes and make sure the blue berries were the right color before we picked them. That man taught me so much about life and how to live it. He was a man of God and his Bible proves it. He had notes on almost every page. This man never needed anything more than his bible, his family, and his crops. He hated being inside, me and my cousins are all in the same age range so we would go and spend the weekend at gran gran and paw paw house. So this weekend i thanked God for all he had taught me and thought about how much he meant to me. So when you are with someone you love cherish the moments and memories cause you never know how much time God has left for them on this earth, until it is time to meet your creator in paradise.