Letting Go.

Letting go is hard. If you have or have had someone in your life that you have loved or love the hardest thing to do is see them walk away. In my past experiences in relationships I have usually been the one that has walked away but for those of you who know how it feels to see the person you love happy with someone else, it’s hard.  The hardest part is knowing that that person you love has replaced you and no longer has the same feelings for you. These past weeks have been a struggle for me just to see so many happy couples and knowing that everyone is happy but me. THIS SHOULDN’T BE THE CASE! I love the Lord with all my heart and that should be enough for me. I hate that I have come to the conclusion that in order to be happy I MUST have a boyfriend but it is not they key to happiness. Yes, do not get me wrong when you have found a person who makes you happy it’s a good thing, with a healthy Christ centered relationship can be a great thing for people. I have truly been struggling very hard with this and have even asked a good friend of mine to be my accountability partner in the process that I and he are going through the same thing. I am letting go of everything that is keeping me from Christ. I am letting go of the fact that boys do not equal happiness. God equals happiness.

You are my hiding place; you will protect me from trouble and surround me with songs of deliverance. Psalm 32:7-8