Spring Break

So we are on spring break. It will be nine days I have been away from Auburn and for the first time I do not want to go back. Why is that? Have you ever spent a week with people you are friends with but not like best friends with. I mean I consider them my best friends but we have all been friends for just a short freshman year. We left on Friday going to Josh Boor's house who lives on the Atlantic coast of FL we stayed at his house till Wednesday where we left for Sarasota, FL where my friend Allison lives. We have had some of the most fun ever! I have enjoyed every minute of this trip from the sunscreen to the sunburn to blow up mattresses, which we have a lot cause we there are ten of us, and it has been a blast! My friends are awesome but the point of this is to ask you is it possible to meet your best friends in such a short amount of time. It was my freshman year of college and I have met some of my best friends while trying to keep up with my two best friends are at home! I think it is very possible to meet your best friends so quickly! these people make me so happy and I love them to death! They inspire me to be better and grow with Christ everyday! It just took me a little while to find them! So War Eagle to Spring Break cause we are dreading going back to school and going back to being a normal college kid cause I want to lay on the beach for the rest of my life. I also think that being in FL I have gotten Tanner than i have ever been in my entire life. I love Spring Break!! War Eagle!!

Tubby Tubby

So today as I tried on my new bathing suits for spring break, of course got myself all worked up over not looking the way I want. In a few weeks it will have been one year since my back surgery and I had the surgery to look better and straighter but in the process of not being able to do alot while recovering I have gained the freshman 15 and it truly has me upset. I hate not being happy in my own skin but God made us all beautiful in his image, so when we are saying we do not like the way we look we are saying we are saying we do not like God's image he has created us in. I should be so thankful that God got me through this surgery free of complications and allowed me to have a speedy recovery! So why are we so focused are making ourselves look like a magazine models. Yes, do not get me wrong i would love to look like a Victoria secret model but let us all just face the facts that not many people do. Yes I can work really hard to get a body like theirs but i am in college and that takes time which an average college kid does not have! So as I stood in from of my mirror today crying over not having what I want I just cried and cried and then I just sucked it up and said I'm going to be thankful for the healthy body God has given me and work on when I get back from spring break cause I am to the point where I'm not comfortable in my own skin...it is not to impress anyone else I just want to get back to the way I use to look. I want to loose the freshman 15 and be happy with my body again.