Travel.

Do you ever feel like you can't escape? Like the only part of the world you are going to see is your back yard? Lately I have done nothing but dream of seeing the world...i owe this dreaming to pinterest and the travel section. I see these exotic, tranquil places and I dream of myself playing in the snow, nonfrizzy hair, and drinking coffee in another country. The events in my life like camp and beginning and ending of a relationship has really had me thinking about God's plan for me. He has such a brilliant one planned for me and I hope and pray that is includes seeing the world. Though I have come to realize that leaving the country scares me to death-- not being able to speak the language and understand what people are telling me and the movie Taken has ruined my dream of ever leaving the States while under the careful watch of my loving father but still a girl can dream. I just want to go. Go and keeping going until I am happy. My bucket list is nothing but go to places. Ireland is number one and Italy and France and Japan and New Zealand. This dreaming of what is to come makes me not very focused on the here and now God has in front of me and that is school. I have really come to hate studying and schoolwork, but I know that if I want to see the world I have to get a job and that means getting a degree. I love my school, don't get me wrong I love my friends here and my major and the people I am going to help  but oh if i could, I would major in travel. Follow a professor around the world, it would be the best four years of my life, but I know that God has me here and majoring in Speech Pathology for a reason, but hey like i said a girl can dream. I am considering packing my mom and I up in my small car and driving to New York this Christmas break. I want to see Broadway and the magic of New York at Christmas. Chicago is also an option. I promise when I get a job, like a salary, I am going to take one big trip a year till I cannot walk anymore-- still probably after I can't walk-- then someone will wheel me around. I want to see it all. Everything. I hate feeling constricted but that is what I feel. I want to get on a plane and forget all my worries. No studying, no money problems, no boys, no nothing. Just go. I just want to go. Join me? think about it... Where would you go?